Just Give Up On Me.

Well, shall update for sat and sunday. Saturday suppose to wake up early for study group. But snoozed 2 hours too long till 2pm. Service was great. Really thought of many things. Really reflects what i do. A disappointment is an appointment you look forward to which never occured. Ohwells. I have kept my tears. Only one person know why i have those tears held back, and i finally let it out on sat night. Couldn't endure. Can't stab myself with a knife and be silent.

Anyway i slept at about 630am, and woke up at 12noon on sunday. Packed, and prepared, and went over Vann's house. Met steph on the bus. Went her house to help carry things down. The walk from downtown to the bbq pit with the ice-box that i carried was an absolute torture. It can kill. Settled down and set up the pit. Went to buy some other miscellaneous items from Fairprice at downtown. Cheers ran out of ice, a bad thing. BBQ food came at around 5pm. The weather seemed uncertain but eventually turned out fine. People streamed in slowly. Was a great BBQ. Many left around 10pm but me, ruiliang, and vann stayed on. Jaan joined us at 12. We stayed till about 2am and we packed up, and took cab back. So here i am, home sweet home now. (: This is a pretty dry and long post... :/