--.The Memories Of Us.--

I believe in You; I'm living by Faith. Well, I got reminded about serving after cell group meeting's message two days ago. Last Sunday, I literally dragged myself out of the house early in the morning to go to church to serve. At that point, I felt like it was a chore because I was really tired and was struggling with personal problems at the same time. Then during briefing, we were all told to serve not by our own strength but by the strength from God, especially since most of us are really sleepy as it's only like 9am. So I really really depended on Him for my strength. When service started, it was the exact same thing as the day before, but I really had a great help from Him. Through Him, I delivered shots that were praised by everyone. At that point as everyone was wow-ing over it, I didn't say or acknowledge much because I knew the shots were not well-done because of me, but because of the strength from Him. Everything is from Him and in actuality, all praise and g...

I've started drafting certain posts and hiding them away. Soon, I will be locking this entire blog up and I'll keep this blog private. Well, all I can say now is that I've obviously knelt down to the wrong person . Should have saved it for someone else. I guess that's the way things are. You were someone I changed for. Now I don't even see why I did. I saved the many firsts and gave it to you. Now I just feel so cheated . I should have been wiser to know that all females are the same. There aren't any worth staying faithful to. This is it, I'm done with official relationships.