--.The Memories Of Us.--

Today was a fairytale. I made a bookmark to watch Fan Chan(My Girl) on Okto at 10p.m. today. It seemed pretty alright from the trailer. Well, it's one of those girl and guy bestie thing, but not about getting together. Just pure friends. But that is just behind the white screens of theatres, isn't it? Good friends? Yeah right. Some times things happen and you don't even know how it is your fault. Honestly, how can a guy and a girl be good friends, or maybe best friends? I don't see how it works. I don't. The only thing that has been close to me is my pillow. Guy good friends? They are a better bet. I sound superficial, like I only want a friend there for benefits. But hey, the only benefit I'm looking out for is a shoulder. And that is my return as well. I'm really doubting in the meaning of friends. Or should I say acquaintances? Just think carefully. Aren't certain wishes that we have influenced from the media? And out of those "influenced wishes...

Oh, you're so. I will not blog too much about it. Because it'll just show how immature I am and will only get me nothing but counseling from him. But the real one is you. If you want to be so hostile, so be it. The first two times it happened, I took the courage to start something again, despite it only being partially my fault once. Oh you're just trying to be someone you're not to gain sympathy. Two can always play this childish game of yours. But I won't. If you want to be hostile and expect me to do the same, you're wrong. I won't be hostile, neither will I be friendly. Because I don't need someone who screwed up her 'O' levels, and ignore people who genuinely cared about you, even the close friends. You make me want to quit just to avoid seeing you every week. On a different and less "splat" note, I had frog leg porridge for the first time today. I was dying psychologically about how wrong it was to eat it but yet physically enjoyi...

Fun week. Let's see now. I woke up today with a stiff neck. Urgh, that sure sucks. Well anyway, last Thursday I left for a school trip to Melaka. A very quiet state I must say. According to wiki, it is the third smallest state in the whole of Malaysia. It's pretty old though. Not much new buildings. Some buildings can be seen crumbling apart. But overall a good 'historic' experience. The landmarks were old and a different atmosphere could be felt in the area. I kinda like the place though. Heh. Anyways, the trip was pretty alright, just boring and tiring at times. And oh, clothes were really cheap! Like, RM50 for 3 tops, which equates to about S$7 per shirt. hah. I like! Food was also relatively okay. Chicken rice balls were gross, Chendols quite different, Baba Nonya curry noodles were quite nice, BK was different, A&W was the bomb, and Baskin Robbins was kinda shiok. heh. Anyway, Sunday was OCBC Cycle Singapore. Came in at 1h18m12s for 40KM, a 15 minute improveme...

OH! OCBC Cycle Singapore in 4 Days! :D Excited and totally hyped up for it. Whether I can finish it in 1hr 20mins as I originally targeted would be a different matter with this injury. But as long as I can complete it in 1hr 30mins, I'm happy. :D I should probably fix my pedal. It's bent quite badly. That would show the impact which caused the open fracture, or in a more simpler term, breaking a bone in my toe in half. Life is back, and I'm thankful for it. As for service, I guess I'll probably go for JW service on Sunday this week. :D Ahwells. Time to sleep. Meleka trip tmr. Will be back on Saturday 5pm, according to school. (:

I'm trying to have faith here. Okay. This post is actually from Monday the 1st in the morning, and it was left blank in content with the above title. So after almost 43 hours, I'm here in this draft to blog. Going to blog something different from the title actually. See, I've been really down over how my plans were screwed up. But I decided to go down for the Meleka trip briefing that Monday morning despite the fact that I'm unable to go for the trip. See, I have a follow-up appointment with the hospital on Friday which could only be shifted to April when my mom requested for a change. Thus we left it as it is on Friday the 5th, which conflicts with the trip. But anyway, after the briefing, I decided to just go with the trip over the appointment. So I called and persuaded for a nearer date. Miraculously, the nurse gave me 12 March, which means I'm free to go Meleka! Amazing, I must say. The next thing is that I went back to the polyclinic today for a change of my dr...