--.The Memories Of Us.--

好,在一起。 That's the line from the movie You Are The Apple of My Eye that was only revealed towards the end of the movie. It was the line written on the hot air lantern that they were letting go of. I think that it was the sweetest part of the movie, when they were out on a "date" in a place away from their state. In a way, it's like going on a holiday. When I just re-watched the part when they first met at the train station and the guy was complaining about the cold, it just brought tears to me when the girl offered the guy one of her hand gloves. A lot of things just come back from certain things that you watch or hear. :/ Maybe I shouldn't have gone to China after all. I should've just stayed in Singapore and enjoyed my semester holiday last year. Anyway, back to the reason for this post, I guess I'm pretty happy with how things turned out. I've been living well and good. (: Anyway, I don't really know why people (including me) are so afraid of...

你喜欢我吗？ So, I really don't know. In just a few weeks things in my life and family has turned upside down. Dad is someone who lives as each day passes with no future in mind. Just figured out today that we'll probably need to sell off this house and move to a cheaper flat in another estate to help finance my mom's cancer treatments and parent's future. I'm okay with this plan, just that I'll need time to settle and let news sit. I mean, I'm so used to my house being convenient and at such a prime location. I've practically lived in this house since I was a baby. :/ But it's inevitable that we'll need to move. Hopefully we don't move to a place with really bad location. So much can change in my life in just a few weeks, including personal stuff. :/ Anyway, my enlistment has been dragged. Went for my first appointment at NUH last Wednesday and they gave a follow-up appointment on November 23. My enlistment is seriously gonna be dragged on. Oh...

我已经变了；但也来不及了 So, it has been a while since I've updated my blog. After all, who even bothers to read my blog? I must say that the past two weeks have been a crazy period for me. To those who know everything that has happened in my life including the tiny details, I thank you for standing with me even if I only shared recently. You'll know who you are. Please stay with me, I need all of you. Every one of you give me a different kind of support in my life. Here I am, back to the basic. Truth be told, I was quite frustrated with You. I even started to find reasons to have nothing to do with You. Because if it was You, why did You have to put me through this pain THREE times? Is the fourth time going to be good? How do I trust again? But today I've realised that I've made a mistake. So I'm back to basics, on my knees with worship songs. God, it is true that You won't let us see things that we are unable to handle. At first I thought that seeing it would cause...