Things can't be the same anymore. Well, I guess life is just like this. It's always against me. Anyway this MV doesn't really have anything to do with this post, just thought that it's nice. But anyhow, things just haven't been going very well. I think. Maybe it's all in my head. Maybe things are actually going well for me, except that something in my mind is blocking it. But I don't know. Sigh. You asked me why I'm always down and why I'm going through this depression, yet you are unable to see that the reason is you. I've been crying the past two nights and even now I'm shedding tears as I type this blog post. If I'm such a horrible person, why did you create me in the first place God? Do you really need me on this earth? What use am I to this earth? I create problems and have done many wrongs. Why don't you take my life and remove me from this earth, God? If not I'll just take my own life away from this place. I'm not fit t...