Hmm. Just got home not long ago. Well, MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone. Well, today i woke up at about 11.30am to get ready to meet the people at 130pm to go down to Jurong West for service at 4pm. Wow. Haven't been there for ages.Service there was good. But the drama production wasn't as nice as the one at Expo. ;D After service ended we took a cab and rushed over to Expo for the second service at 745pm. After service we fellowshipped at foyer 3 and then after that we took a train down to Somerset and reached at about 1140pm. We walked over to Cine, went up, then came back down and walked towards Wisma and were caught in a big jam as midnight just passed when we went out of Cine. Then we decided to walk out of the jam so we walked back and slacked outside the hotel beside Cine (dunno the name) before walking to Orchard mrt to take the train back. After reaching home i went back down to Cheers to buy RedBull cause i'm staying up the whole night, and the customer in front of me...
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I feel down now. I do not know why. As im drawing out my drafts and everything for the bbq, i almost broke into tears for dont-know-what-reason. Part of me is feeling real down because of an unknown reason, and another part of me is feeling very guilty and filled with regrets. I feel so alone. Yes i might have people to talk to every now and then but then staying in my room all alone now really makes me feel like im all alone in this world. Nothing can ever describe how i feel because this is how i feel every night when i reminisce of my life. Maybe i've made many mistakes in my life and today was christmas service for me to re-think about my life but i mean this kind of "lonely" feeling is just so cold and cruel when it hits you and stays with you at night. Nobody in this world really understands me. Even the people closest to me cant understand me. Maybe the reason why nobody can help me is because ive been trying too hard to seek for companionship. Yes, maybe thats the...
When you do a mistake, and you already totally know that it's wrong before you do it and theres even your inner voice telling you not to do it, but you still go ahead and make the mistake out of desperation, the fear of the thing done wrong haunts you every night. If youre never caught, you'll live with the fear of what you did for a few months or years. But when youre caught, you live with the fear of getting your punishment, and once you receive it, you live with days filled with misery and regret forever. Sometimes some people do things out of real, pure desperation. But i mean, if you have limited resources, so will your luxuries be limited. Ohwells. The Great Countdown: 7 Days To BBQ!
First, it was my dad who said i wasn't as "guai" as my sister. And then it was my aunt who said she doesnt wanna be bothered about me anymore. And now, my uncle has said he has given up on me. The people whom i thought would understand me has just left me so easily over a stupid mistake that i did. Am i really just a trouble-maker? Why am i like this? Forever a nuisance to someone else? Sigh.
Hmm. I feel that it's finally time to blog about my life. Well, i shall start with last friday (7December). This is the day when i had the cycling event... Glen came over to my house at about 620pm and looked through my com for songs for his new e65. My brother phone. ;D Anyways we left my house at about 645pm and we went over to Dasiree's house at yio chu kang cause i needed to submit my camp form. After that we went over to the coffeeshop at amk to eat minced pork noodles. It's nice. heh. After eating we took a cab over to Glen's church and saw that the bikes were kinda run-down so we decided to go back to get our own bikes. We cabbed over to Glen's house and i continued the journey to tpy and i reached home at about 9pm. After getting my bike i rushed over to Glen's house and we straight away cycled down to Glen's church. After everything was settled down and stuff, everyone left at about 10pm and we made our way from Lavender to National Stadium and taki...
Well, for the first few lines of blogging about my room, not many would understand unless you've been to my room a couple of times before. Well, i couldn't sleep so i ended up drawing a sketch of the TV area in my room into a nice place to look at. This was inspired after what i saw at the theatres and after some look at someone's beautiful house . hahs. After drawing out a nice console with nice lighting plans, i decided to make my dream come true. So i did some simple cleaning and clearing on the TV rack. Now the place looks nicer and more comfortable to look at but i still havent got a light. Well, after i'm back from church camp, i'll get a nice lighting and speaker twin wires and i'll replace the speaker wires cause i've realised the left side is getting a bit off. The sound clarity is different. And after i'm done replacing the wires, i shall install the lighting. I'm soo ambitious. And on thursday, i shall go get the christmas decors and ligh...
Hmms. Blogging on the phone again because i cant be bothered to switch on the com... Wells, today i went to watch 'Fred Claus' and i realise i havent been doing much decorations to welcome in christmas. Usually my small christmas tree would be set up in my room and twinkling away by 1st november, but up till today, i still havent set it up.. Ohwells. Now theres no christmas-sy thing in my room. Well, after i come back from all my away-from-home stuff, i guess i'll get more christmas decor as well as new lights to light up the whole room instead of only lighting up the tree. Ohwells, hope it can happen. Anyways after watching the movie i also realised i have been neglecting my theatre system. I havent aligned or Check the condition of my speakers. Well, i guess i'll take a look at it after im back as well. (: maybe it's time for me to change the wires again. Heh.
On Monday, i received a shock. My mom showed me a letter in the mail saying i got this edusave scholarship thingy which is meant for top 10% of the stream. Super honoured can. I've been getting only the bursary for the past 2 years and now im finally getting the scholarship one. hahas. It means bigger money! But i think it's only around $300. hahas. Well, it's better than the usual $250 that i got for the past two years! heh. Wells, thank God for the money. (: hahs. Anyways, today(tuesday) i went out to watch Enchanted . LoLs. A bit kiddy yet adult-ish. lols. So yeah. lols. Kinda short but tiring day today. Hmms. it's quite late now, should sleep. So yeah. Blog some other time. Byeeee bloggie! heh. (:
Shall blog on Thursday onwards for my 2-Night BBQ... It was really cool. But it passed real quick. Aparently my vision came true. So cool. heh Thursday Slept at 615am and woke up at 11am, started packing, and left house with Jaan who stayed over and his mother fetched us down to east coast at about 130pm. After reaching i pitched the tent, rented the bikes overnight, and cycled over to Parkway to get the remaining BBQ stuffs. Then we cycled and towed the trolley with the stuffs back to East Coast at about 335pm and reached back the pit at about 4.. Got ready the stuffs and Eugene came shortly after everything was prepared, followed by Glen. Joyee passed by with the mom and after they left, Joyee came back and i fetched her over to Mac, and then i went back to the pit. We didn't have firestarter cause Giant ran out of it, so i went to the chalet minimart to buy it and tried starting the fire. Well, took a long time to start the fire but managed to start it after the cg came.. My vis...
Hmms. Cant seem to be able to sleep. But wells, i managed to think quite a lot of stuff for my cycling interest. (: Firstly, by the end of February 2008 or HOPEFULLY end of this year, i want to be able to get an Aleoca "Half-Racer". Basically it's half a mountain, and half a racer. This is cause the frame is a bit for mountain, but the tyres are racer tyres. (: And by the end of 2008 after my Os, i hope to get either my Bontrager or Giant Mountain bike, in other words for on and off-road cycles. (: And by the end of 2009, i must get my Trek racer! Muahahaha. Seems like a long time, but these bikes dont come cheap especially with parents not supporting your cycling interest. hahs. So i have to save up on it myself. Rahh! Well, i shall start of with the cheapest, and then slowly to the most expensive ones. (: The Great Countdown: 5 Days To My BBQ!
Bird Of The Same Kind Flock Together. Well, when one of those birds feel cheated or sad, it's only a matter of time before the bird or birds around him start to feel the same way in their life. Some may know what i'm talking about, while some are catching-no-ball... It's okay if you dont understand. Soon, you will understand... And well, i feel super cheated now. Just because i'm stupid enough to fall for you. The Great Countdown: 7 Days To My BBQ!
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Hmms. Just got home from Grad Night. heh. It's now alre 715am. Hmms. Yesterday(monday) was the last day of my Os. Finally. LoLs. Anyway today i woke up and went to search for a formal black shirt in town and after i got everything i needed i headed home, slacked awhile, and waited for Glen to come while i dressed up. After he came we took 105 to Raffles Town Club and went outside the ballroom to slack with people and talk to teachers. After that we went in at about 715pm and waited for dinner to start while there were stuffs going on on the stage and we were like just trying to enjoy it. lols. The dinner was just a buffet dinner but was quite nice. hahs. After dinner had more stuffs and games and Glen got a $20 voucher for Starbucks. lols. Anyway after all the partying and stuff we mingled for awhile until about 11 before Me, Glen, Marwin, and Eugene left together to take 171 to Cine to get tickets for a late night movie. We ended up deciding on watching GamePlan at 140am. hahas. M...
THERES AN ADDITION TO MY BBQ! Everyone please know that right now, i have officially confirmed that there will be a BBQ on thursday 22nd November as well. The originally planned BBQ on Friday (23rd November) is still on , but there will be one on thursday as well. Well, this is because it seems to me (it's my own personal feelings) that i never get enough out of one night of BBQ-ing. So now i made it two nights! (: The Basic Schedule For the BBQ is that the fire will be started at 7pm on both days. For thursday, the fire would end by 11pm and for Friday the fire would be kept going through the night for as long as possible. But please note that anyone CAN come anytime they want and leave anytime they want to. (: Stayovers for guys with Me & Glen are welcome. (: Just a reminder about the venue: East Coast Park, Area D, Pit 41. For those who do not know where this pit is located, it is directly in front of the East Coast Chalets. (: So to sum it up, two days of BBQ available, 22n...
Hmms. Today went to church early. heh. Well, service ended late today at about 845pm and after service went to fellowship after some stuffs. Expo had this drifting thingy there. So cool. lols. Anyways after eating took a train back and on the train from City Hall to Toa Payoh, when i entered, i just walked to the cabin connector and before stepping onto the connector, i didn't know the "mat" of the train floor was popping out and i stepped over it. I thought i stepped on someone's feet and i almost jumped out. Ohgosh. lols. Scary can.. Stupid train. Lousy flooring. hahs. Then at Dhoby Ghaut this lady came in and the moment she stepped on the spoiled flooring, she also jumped, as in she really jumped back! I was laughing my ass off can. lols. Well, on the train saw Koh Poh Li. Lols. Crappy chinese teacher. Only teached me for like 2 months in sec 1 but she remembers me cause i'm handsome. LOL LOL. Actually she just remembers me for my lousy chinese. LOLs. Today rea...
Hmm. Gonna blog about yesterday's Sentosa thingy today cause i was too tired yesterday.. Well, i woke up at about 1015am, and went to get ready and pack my bag and stuff and Glen came over at about 1030am. Left my house at about 11am and reached vivo at about 1135am to meet Junhong and his gf, and we went to get tickets and took that train thingy in. Reached Sentosa at about 12, and the tram queue was damn long. So me and Glen decided to walk but Junhong and his gf decided to wait for the tram. But after taking a few steps, an empty tram came along. LOLs. So we walked back and took it. Damn funny. hahas. Anyway we took the same area and started slaking for awhile and soaking before playing 3 on 3 soccer with these other guys. lols. After playing for while, we soaked for awhile before sun bathing and then we went to buy snacks at about 245pm. The trams were full so we walked all the way to Beach Station's 7-11, but it was crowded so we walked to Palawan's 7-11 and bought sna...
Hmms. So stupid. I was late when i went back to school today to collect my report slip. But anyway, after collecting i went to the toilet and after awhile, i coincidentally met Glen when he walked in. LoLs. Never expected him to use the toilet that i was in.. lols. Was supposed to go Suntec to slack at my aunt's shop for the whole day but Glen wanted to cycle so i followed him. First we went to eat at lorong 8, then we cycled to Sengkang CompassPoint but there was nowhere to slack. So we cycled to HoungangMall which i didnt know how to cycle from Sengkang but i managed to with the help of my natural gift of "anyhow cycle around to navigate my way around" and managed to find it without returning to where i first started. heh. I'm good at navigating without a map. (: And there was also nowhere to slack. Glen called these malls Deserted places where there's nothing. lols. i kinda agreed. lols. Well, after that we just cycled back to Tpy and i fell asleep when i got h...
Well, today i went to church and after that i went to play pool at 600. Lols. Boring. After that went to my house with Jaan and after an hour plus of slacking and stuff we cycled to east coast and reached about 3am.. Cycled and slack around and the stars there were just so beautiful. It is tempting me to go over and camp there soon. Lols. Words cant explain the beauty of the night sky at east coast. It really got me thinking about my past again and stuff.. I really miss those cycling trips, those times spent alone together, the quiet moments, the long walks, the happiness, and the long distance cycles... All the different beautiful memories... Sighs. But i miss camping at east coast the most.. All the silly, simple, and boring fun we had. Heh. And my com is on but i dont know why i feel like blogging from my hp... Maybe cause Jaan is alre fast asleep.. Lols. People please do not forget about my bbq coming up okays? (: 19 Days Left Before My Bbq.
Hmm. Managed to finish painting by 930pm todayy.. Stupid wall was already dark blue, so painting on a lighter colour like orange meant at least painting over 2 or 3 layers. Rawr. So waste time. Now my room looks super orange even though i only painted the pillars and upper support beams orange. heh. It took away my beloved dark blue. Rawr. Blue, yellow, and orange walls and ceilings. So colourful. heh.. I wasted my whole day today painting my room. lols. But at least i got something done and settled. (: 22 More Days To My BBQ At Pit 41 ! (:
Right now, as i'm in my room, i can somehow visualise that there will be as much people in my upcoming bbq as my previous b'day bbq and i can see that people are overflowed from the bbq pit to the beach, the shelter, the cycling track, and just all around the bbq pit. Somehow, i cant see this part, but i know and i can feel that the portable sound system for this upcoming bbq would be better than the sound system in september. I do not know how or why, but i know that i am going to be getting a better sound system and a better music source. The visualisation in my head now seems so real, and i believe that it will happen. I know that there's already 7 confirmed people going, and there should be many more. (: Great day up ahead on the 23rd. (: I'm sure that my visualisation will happen.. Hmms. Tomorrow i'm gonna stay at home and paint my room. Woohoo. another new colour to my room. (:
Another BBQ !! Woohoo. LoLs. This time it's on 23rd November 2007 (Friday) , @ East Coast Park, Pit 41 . Yes, it's the same pit as last September. (: But it might be a two night thing this time round. I might book the pit for 22nd as well. It's not confirmed. But the one on the 23rd is! So all those who want to come down, just come alrights? No need to tell me. (: And since this is a 3 week notice, unlike last time which was only 2 week or 1 week or 1 day :X , Please make yourselves free and come down! (: Will be much appreciated! (: And when i say ANYONE , i really mean anyone that i know. No one is excluded! (: Well, Maybe for just one or two peeps. (:
Hmm. Blogging on my phone right now. Actually you can notice the difference in font to tell if its from a phone or com. Anyway im now at suntec and i just finished my O lvl english today. Heh. Not confident that i'll pass but hope that i do.. Lols. So boredd over here. Rahh. Wed is my listening compre for chinese B. So sian.. Rawr! Hope i get at least a2 for english. Raahhhh!!!
I miss the good old days... 11 March 2006, 19 March 2006, 12 June 2006, 24 June 2006, 11 November 2006, and many others... 11 March was the day i took a bus ride around singapore with Hameed and Glen. heh. I still remember everything we did clearly. (: We first took 88 from Tpy at around 530pm to Pasir Ris. We were hoping that we could go Escape but we couldn't. But i remember we were saying that we wish we had tickets. The bus ride was long as traffic wasn't smooth and when the bus was along TPE i remember seeing a nice orange sun that emerged after a rain... At Pasir Ris me and Glen even helped Hameed to pay for his dinner. After dinner we took 3 to Tampines which was a long journey and i remember clearly that in that ride, we were sitting at the back seat and because there was an advertisement blocking the reaer window and rain droplets on it, it "sort of" resembled fireworks, as claimed by this small boy yelling "fireworks, fireworks!". hahas. And hameed...
Woohoo. I'm going on to sec 5! I managed to get 20 points for my L1R2B2. (: Might not be good, but it's considered good quite okay for my class. (: The only subject which i failed is combine humanities and i'm planning to focus on geog instead and just fail my combine humans which is SS and History. Wow, O level English is just 2 days away. So fast. I'm going sec 5!!! So darn happy. And i didn't even study that much. (: Listening in class pays off. (: Rahh. Well, these few days i've been feeling so tiredd. Guess i've been worrying too much. heh. Posted on 27 October 2007 @ 0145am.
Today is such a tiring day. Actually didn't wanna blog but decided to cause i'm bored. Well, today school was the farewell thing for the principal, then was recess which was super boring. Didn't even eat. LoLs. After recess was class admin and the report book had errors so we had to return it. ): But i think i'm going sec 5. (: And because of all the delays, the whole class got dismissed late at 115pm. lols. Boring. After school i went town. Then after hanging around i reached home at around 630pm. And at 730pm, i went for a cycle around Toa Payoh and took one round around the outskirts of Tpy. Was kinda tiring. Reached home by 830pm and just slacked till now. Argh. So tired now. Poo-ey...
The retarded DM told us something this morning and i suddenly remembered it. She said when it is a normal school day with lessons, we keep hoping to slack and stuff.. But when the exams are over and we get to slack, we complain that school is too boring. Yes it may be very true, but what the teachers dont realise is that the activities they planned out after school are all so boring. She thinks it entertains us but it doesnt.. LOLs. Life is getting so boring nowadays and there is nothing to do in school. All we can do is either play cards, gather in groups and talk, or just sleep. RAHH! Boring school! Luckily its only two days before school is officially closed for us but there's still English and Chinese Os. Rahh! Life in school is so poo-ey. hahahaha. Yawn Yawns...
For the past 2 days, all that has been happening was just talks on relationships and stds. So boring. Was hoping to get the report book today but i didn't. Just hope that i'll get it tomorrow. But tomorrow is the Farewell thing for Mr Ng. That white patch i going Jakarta. LoLs. I want my report book! ARGH. And i'm so fortunate. For the past 3 days, i've been taking cab home. (: Rahh. I'm so boredd at home. I've got make up BS at 530pm later on. It's still 2 hours more and i have only finished studying half of it. Shall continue now.. (:
I barely made it to Sec 5. Argh. So far i've passed my L1R2 to get promoted but my CA marks might pull it down. Argh. Will i really get promoted? I'm just hoping that i will. It's the first time i've done this badly. Poot! //EDITED : Today when i took a cab to go out, i had the shock of my life. The taxi driver sped through traffic and was driving recklessly. Argh. Was so damn scared can. And he horned at every car that he felt was blocking his way even though those cars are going at the max. allowed speed. Poot. And i got damn scared when he stopped at a red light and turned around smiling and say "roadrunner!". I just smiled at him but i was like screaming "Oh God, help me!" inside. But actually i got used to it after awhile... The only thing i didnt enjoy was him horning a people for no reason. I was damn scared that he was drunk lah! So many drivers kept looking at him and me. And i'm like the only poor passenger on board. Argh. Poot. So scar...
Rahh. i just finished doing my room this morning. (: After finishing i fell asleep and slept till 545pm before dressing up to go to kbox at suntec. Reached exactly at 7, gathered with cg for awhile, then went in. I remember first song i sang was What I've Done by LP. lols. super dumb. was forced to it. heh. then everyone took turns to sing the song they selected. Was fun overall. Got quite high. hahs. Most of them left at 10 plus or 1050, cant really remember, but i left with james, john, jeremy, and this other guy at 1120pm. lols. Rushed over to City Hall to take the train, and i reached home at around 12 midnight. heh. (posted @ 19Oct2007, 0037)
Rahh. Decided to go school since i wasn't going out. Guess what? It was a slack day, as expected. heh. And the teacher's room system was scrapped off. Now we're stuck at just the same room for the whole day. RAHH! But anyways, first period was English and all we did was to look through papers from other schools. Then next was Geog, and we saw our paper 2 marks. I failed it. argh. 29/75. Then after geog was the additional subject lesson (D&T,PoA,aMath,F&N) and none of the teachers came. Super cool. So free period without any teachers and was damn funny watching my friends play cards. hah. Halfway through the lesson, we decided to just go for recess. Then after recess was chinese, which the teacher gave a free period, followed by math, which was also free period without teacher by the halfway mark of the lesson. Cool. Then next was physics and half was free. Then lastly chem, which was copying the answers. hah. Now school's gonna end at 1245pm. super cool. :D
FIRSTLY YOU You backstabber. F*** off. I confided in you for my troubles. You said you are always there. I never expected you to just pass on my messages like that. NEXT YOU! Don't act so proud. Your prediction didn't come out as much as you expected. You don't even know my life, and you still don't. Stop acting nice and pitiful in front of others. Stop showing your crocodile tears coming out of nowhere. STOP IT! It's ovviously fake! It's just to attract attention. When i was weak, you can still bitch about me in your blog. Don't you dare call yourself part of us. You don't deserve to be part of us. Watch what you blabber about me. One day, the higher authorities will find out your true self and you will be exposed. No matter how much cries you have now, we will not stand by you anymore. All you will be left with is your IJ friends. Yes, i am already exposing you now. Go think about what you say. When someone is in need of emotional support, is this how ...
Oh everyone, Please don't ever view my blog with Mozilla Firefox. It seriously looks like crap, like as if i dunno how to align my stuffs properly. Ohgosh. View me with any other explorers except Firefox alrights? Man, i so feel like getting firefox's database and ruining it. Firefox sucks! It ruins my skin. Arghhh.
Hmm. Firstly, CREDITS to James for reminding me of formatting a blog this way. The only thing i like about this blog is that the picture blends in well with my Navigations, which looks like it is joined to my posts. Heh. Sory that the space to tag has been reduced to such a small space. Its cause i dont want my navi division to be too long in height. And yes, i changed my Tagboard. This is because of two reason. The first and most important reason is cause you might have noticed when my blog is loading or when you tag, the blog will lag and hang for a few seconds. This is because of the Flash. And you also have to re-refresh it to see your tag. Second reason is cause this tagboard can also be viewed on my phone. heh! This one is for my own benefit. (: heh. Anyway, hope you guys love my new skin. (: MEOW! For those curious peeps who dont know me well enough, everything was designed by me. I did not grab it from somewhere. (: Yes, that includes the pictures as well.
I'm so bored. Argh. Sundays was created as a rest day but it's boring. Hope that i dont think too much. Later i cry again. haha. I'm such a good boy. I'm staying at home on a Sunday instead of going out. heh. Mann, i really woke up super late today. i woke up at like 215pm. And last night i slept at 530am. Rahh! Same routine everyday. Argh. It's gonna kill me..
Haha. Everyone chill. Yes i'm still feeling down, but relax kaes? hah. Talk to me more, people! n284, you guys can cheer me up. (: Hmm. Today had Physics paper. I can tell that i'm gonna fail combine sciences because only 8 peeps passed chem! But i'm proud that in Chem, i did one question which not many others could do. Which was the Emperical Formula or something like that. heh! Anyway, the moment my physics paper was collected today, i knew my exam bondage was gone! Wooohooo! No more stress! heh. (yeps, i actually had a bit of stress for my exams for once). After physics i went to check my D&T marks for EOYs. I am first in the normal acad for sec 4! Whooo! Actually i'm not first. I'm tied with Brandon Choo. He got 75 and i got 76, but i got one mark taken away for not using pencil in my basic drawings. Argh. But still distinction! (: I'm damn proud of my results. heh. Now i just gotta prepare for my upcoming English Os which is 29October, and CLB Os which ...
Have you ever tried to cycle while crying at the same time? Well, i tried to... In fact i didn't really try, because it just happened to me like that.. While you reluctantly cycle away from the road filled with memories that will soon be replaced by another guy, and as you start to take one last look before cycling off, you start crying uncontrollably. And as you cycle on, people by the side of the road keep staring at you as you sob and howl and cycle at the same time. You try to control the cries but the sound of whizzing cars just dont cover up your loud sobs and cries. And as your tears start drying, you feel the skin on your cheeck tighten. And as you think about it again, the same cycle repeats itself... And as you cycle, you just wish that a car in front of you just stops as you cruise at 25km/h and as you swerve to right, a big tanker from the next lane travelling at 80km/h will hit you and just end your life. Ever felt that kind of feeling? Because i'm feeling it now a...
Yes, i know im super emotionally unstable now. But at least i'm mentally sound. (: I know and understand that everything happens for a reason. Yeah, its devastating, saddening, and dont know what else, but i still have to force myself to pull through this difficult period. If it has to end this way, so let it be. If it can be continued on, so let it be as well. If there's a will for the two of us to be together, then one day, by some streak of miracle, we will still be together again. This sounds hard to accept for many people out there, but i believe strongly by this principle. If it's meant to be yours, it will come back to you even if it is gone. I'm accepting facts. It is hard to, but i'm trying my best. For the time being, i shall enjoy locking up in a room with the loud music blasting through the house so loud that nobody can hear the screams and cries from my heart. Life is never fair. Choose to accept it or not. Get over it, and move on... S.U.M.O - Shut Up ...
Do i look that strong to everyone? Do i really look like the kind that will never ever shed a tear? Sigh. Tonight i'm sleeping on a wet pillow. How nice. Water pillow. Sigh. I can't smile. Tell me a good joke someone. I'll see how much i can tolerate.. sigh. Tomorrow there's BS. I feel like leaving early tomorrow and ake 145 home from Clarke Quay. I need a long bus ride that can last me for one week. sigh. Im turning emo again.
Do you ever wish that you can turn back time to carefully change some stuff? Sometimes when we choose to change for the better, its too late. And sometimes it can be just one day too late. Don't you ever wish that everything could happen in just the nick of time everytime and really wake you up to continue everything as per normal, but in a much better way? Sigh. I've got nothing much to blog. Just suicidal.
Whats the point of starting and trusting someone who said they will never lie, but you still constantly believe them time after time? And despite all these, the friends of them dont know what is happening and they make comments lie as if they know their life, and they actually believe it and throws it at you?
Today is an unlucky day. After dinner at expo, Jaan piggy-backed me and we crashed into a huge advertisement. heh. Super funny but dumb. Had to fix it back but we couldnt cause everything needs to be dismantled before fixing it. Argh. then in the end we couldnt and the person took down Jaan's contact. -.- how screwed. Jaan took the blame by himself. sigh. -.-
im now at potong pasir mac and now is like already 4 plus.. Using the free wireless now to blog. Heh. Just now me and jaan cycled to boon keng then cycled back to tpy to meet nahum and 2 other guys then we cycled to macritchie. After that cycled to bt timah rd then to balestier then serangoon and finally to Potong pasir mac. Heh. So cool. I love my phone.. Mobile blogging.. Heh. Now we dont know where we're gonna go after eating...lols.
Remember the time i chose you over her. Remember it was proven when i chased after you. After all, its was our topic. Remember the time i was sweaty but you still came to me. Remember the time i was just beside you at the com, and the best thing happened to me. Remember the fights we had, Remember the patches we had after fights, Remember that wasn't the only type i wanted. Remember the good old night. Remember the good times...
Hmm. I've been away from the com for so long. I shall start blogging for 6 September . (: Today i woke up at 1pm and i went to buy some accessories at Central for the BBQ. After buying them i went back home to bathe and after i bathed Glen came and i packed my bag. Then at 3pm we left my house for East Coast and the moment we reached there we pitched the tent on the fabulous-view beach and settled in for awhile before taking a cab over to Giant to meet Hakim, Jun Hong, his gf, Andreas, as well as to buy the food for the BBQ. After buying it we left parkway at 5pm and pushed the whole trolley all the way back to the BBQ pit 41. At first Glen pushed me on the trolley with the stuff but after pit 29 i cycled Andreas' bike while towing the trolley with Hakim on it. heh. Reached the pit and we unpacked the stuff and got ready everything. Just before Jaan came i found out my tent had some red ants so i moved my tent to the left side of the pit and the fire started quite late. After ...
Today went Pulau Ubin! (: Was fun. heh. Woke up at 645am, got ready, and left he house at 720am to take 31 to Kallang, then take 2 to Changi Village. When i reached changi at exactly 9am, i slack at the hawker center then at 925am the rest came then i went to the jetty. Stayed there for awhile then we took the boat to Ubin. Had some ice breaker games then after that was doing a cheer before collecting our bikes. After collecting them we cycled to this rubber plantation area to do field cooking. After that ate lunch, then went on our adventure at 220pm. We went many places. Then our group managed to hit the record of using our mouth to take out mentos from a heapful of flour. We just went down and gobbled the whole mouthful of it and spit it out at the other side. heh. After everything ended we gathered for prize presentation and our group got second even though we missed out on the last and most important stage. hah. After that we went back to Mainland and we reached at about 640pm. So...
HEY! EVERYONE PAY ATTENTION! This Thursday, 6 Spetember 2007, there will be a last minute BBQ organised by ME! So all those who are free, please come down kae? The venue is: East Coast Park, Area D, BBQ Pit No. 41 . This is confirmed already okay. If it rains, just come on down because there'll still be an alternative. (: Trust kevin. EVERYONE that knows me is invited alright? So please come if you can. Much has been placed into ensuring that this BBQ will be as good as the one on 15 June. (: Thank you all, and hope that you all will come. Remember it is this thursday, tomorrow...
Friday, 31st August 2007 Today the whole school went Lido to watch Evan Almighty. Quite okay luh. Then after watching wanted to find somewhere to eat with Glen so we went to eat Mac at Lucky Plaza. After that we went home and then Glen came over to my house at 130pm. When he came i went shower and stuff then we went to the bike shop cause Glen wanted to change his brake pads and get a speedometer. After that we went back to my house for a few minutes before starting on our long journey. First we went Sentosa, slacked at the 7-11 at Palawan beach, then at about 430pm we left Sentosa and we cycled to the bridge at the back of Indoor stadium. Slacked there until 6pm, before leaving for east coast. Then we went for dinner at the hawker center at he lagoon area before going to Simei at 745pm. Reached at about 830pm, then after that cycled to Tampines before deciding to go back to Tpy. Stopped at Tampines Giant/Courts for awhile to rest and i saw this small cat. Seemed hungry so i went to ge...
Today had a simple school day. Reasonably relaxed and enjoying. Hah. Didn't do much. After school went to watch Dead Secret at Cine then after that at 530pm i went to meet her at IMM and after that sent her home. (: Then when i walked out i saw my bus, so i sprinted damn far just to catch it, which i managed to. (: Heh. I'm happy today. ^^ iloveyou
Yesterday i watched Secret again. (: watched it at Shaw Jurong. (: 3 times watching secret. heh. Beat my records. And today is CLB prelims. Thought it would be in the classroom so i didn't bring my jacket. But it was at the auditorium. I was freezing, and regretted not bringing jacket... After the exam all of us were supposed to go back to class, but decided not to cause the lessons were boring! So we ended up walking out of school. >. ily baby.
Where is my perfect love story? I'm useless. I can't even find the correct girl. My life is screwed. There goes my childhood years, along with my teenage years... Now i am just all alone by myself. No one to share my time with. Well, what's gonna happen next? Am i searching for a number 18th? I just wanna scream out loud, WHERE IS MY PERFECT LOVE STORY? Time To Keep Quiet Again.
Saturday 25 August 2007 Hmm. Today has been such a long day. First i woke up at 9am, bathed and got ready, then i left at about 1015am for Vivo to meet her to watch Secret. Reached at exactly 1050am, just in time. Heh. Nice show. Those who haven't watched it should. It ended at about 1250pm and then we went Orchard. We went to Taka. Then walk around a lot before going over to Paragon and then back again to Taka. Anyway, i had to leave at 315pm so i left ad took a train down to Bedok. I searched through the whole area for 20mins to find a nice cakeshop. -.- and i was perspiring like crazy. After getting the cake i went for church. Servvice ended late today at about 8pm. (: Went to eat at the foodcourt, then celebrate Rita b'day, and then went home. (: After reaching home at 1020pm i went online, talked to Nic, then decided to accompany her. So quickly went to bathe, then took 143 to Orchard. Waited for Nic's sms, cause i never save the number and i deleted my messages. -.- A...
We usually take things for granted right? We don't treasure our precious friends until they leave us. People look at something in one perspective and leave out the most caring friend. Then when the time comes for them to realise that the friend has already left with another person, it is too late to turn back the clock. This seem like a normal drama you see but it is actually happening in our world today and to be more specific, Singapore. Treasure the important friends... (: Many people stare at me. Guys, girls, uncles, and old men. heh. Scary at times i must say, cause you dont know if there's something on your face, or he/she not happy with you. LOLs. :D Even a stranger came up to me and talked to me at an MRT station while i was waiting for the train. hah. Scary. Ask me so many questions... Anyway, today after school i went United Square and after that i took 56 home. When i was about to alight, this pri school boy that alighted the same stop as me had left his wallet on th...
Today it rained in the morning! Weee. (: i LOVE it when it rains. heh. Today school was kinda slack. Hah. 2 teachers came late and 1 pigeon teacher not teaching. ROFL. After school i went home and used the com for awhile, then left my house at about 340pm to go Tiong Bahru. Then sent her to Bukit Batok, and i took 506 home. When i reached home at 530pm i used the com for a little while longer, and then i fell asleep at 7pm till like 850pm. Then chatted a bit, and now i'm gna sleep. hah! (: meheartyou. don't you just love it and want more?
Today is my actual O level oral exam.Oh gosh, its an easy exam but i was too nervous. Crap. The teachers kept laughing and smiling at my answers. Guess they were trying to make me relaxed but i didn't calm myself down. Oh gosh. I came up with funny ideas to discuss on the picture and i must admit, it is funny. heh. I know I'll pass but i want the A1! Sob. Scared that i wont be able to get it. And i love my examiners. So friendly. heh. After oral i went United Square, then went Bukit Batok there to send her home, and then the moment i reached Tpy interchange, my aunt called me for dinner so i took a bus there and ate my dinner. Then went to her house to watch TV then at 10 came home. heh. I was out the whole day in school u. heh. Me = attractive. Esp for cockroaches. They keep finding me. They love me. heh But i hate them.
After blogging on the post below, i felt that i should just do a simple reformat to my own blog. (: So now it looks a bit screwed up cause i'm just grouping my sections together so tht reformatting later on will be easier. I'm just waiting for a new picture to come. Once i can find something to take, i'll use that as my blog background pic. (: But for now my blog will look crappy. ):
Hmm. I had just finished creating a blog skin for Jaan. Please click on this link to view my creation. (: I find mine boring and i wanna change my blogskin again, but i'm too tired to do 2 blogskins in one day. It's tiring and also cause i'm not a pro. Need a new blogskin? Please only ask me to do it on Sat nights. Thank you. (:
Haven't blogged for so long. So here's a recent one. Well, on Tuesday Jaan gave me a ticket to watch Gwen Stefani's concert with him. So i went. Then Wednesday was English Prelims. So difficult. Damn scared of my results. Thursday i didn't do anything except sleeping the whole afternoon away... And today (Friday) is the biggest day. After school i went home and watched a movie. At 6pm Glen called me up and wanted to go for a cycle, so i thought might as well, cause we hadn't been cycling often. When he came over we decided on cycling through Macritchie Park all the way to Bukit Timah Hill. So we left at about 630pm for Macritchie and we entered at about 645pm. We then cycled through the super muddy, wet, and rocky path that is not recommended for bicycles. heh. We are champions man. We kept getting stuck at the super steep uphills. The uphills of the Macritchie dirt track is really damn steep and slippery and uneven. But we were racing through it cause it was gettin...
Okay, Here comes another Emo post... Ever thought of treasuring the friendships you have with the people of the same gender as you? Think about this for a moment: Would you want to keep a friend of a different gender for life? Because you can never be close friends with him/her. He/she will have the own family and career to take care of. It's almost (i say almost) impossible to stay close friends with someone of the opposite gender for life right? Perhaps normal friends may work out, but not close friends... And some might say: "So what?". Well, one can never live on his/her family alone without a close friend to confide in when he/she is troubled. Because sometimes, the man/woman is just not there. So treasure friendships now, before its too late. Perhaps for guys we still have NS, but everyone knows that only childhood friends are the ones who have more things to chat with you about, even if he does his NS at a different time. Isn't this food for thought? It makes p...
I just found a way to upload movies onto my handphone. :D As in now, i can actually watch a full length movie on my hp just like any ipod video. (: Oh my, i'm so toot right? Now then realise that i can watch movies on my hp. heh. I'm gonna upload Shrek 2 on my hp first. :D And its super clear. Cause the screen is like so small. Can't see much. heh.
Today i thought i would be staying at home. But somehow in the last hour, Glen msged me and said he wanted to go and watch fireworks, so i thought, might as well. So he came my house and we cycled there at 650pm. We reached there at 715pm. Fast eh? We stayed outside One Fullerton but it was damn crowded and squeezy so we went along Collyer Quay to find places to watch the fireworks. But in the end we decided to go Marina Boulevard (quite a new road) and watch. We went all the way in so it wasn't crowded. (: i took a video of the fireworks. It's damn nice. (: Anyway after the display we wanted to eat so we cycled to Lau Pa Sat, but it was crowded so we cycled through the massive jam to Newton Hawker. The roads in the CBD area was damn crowded! I was having fun weaving in and out of the traffic and Glen was lagging behind real badly. heh. It was fun weaving around. (: I was like cutting through cars faster than the other motorbikes. heh. Anyway, when we reached Newton it was crow...
Today is stupid national day celebration for my school at Queenstown Stadium. -.- Woke up at 610am, went to bathe, eat breakfast, and waited for Glen, which in the end he didn't turn up. -.- make me wait for nothing. So i decided not to wait any longer and i went to Queenstown on my own. Darn, i regret not bringing my jacket cause the bus damn cold. Reached late, but didn't matter cause a guy helped me mark it. Then stayed there until like 10am before we got dismissed. And all i did most of the time was slack at the canteen and watch people walk by. hah. After the "celebration" Xavier Glen & Me took 153 back to Tpy and we went to get bikes and cycled to Mos Burger to eat something. After eating we went to play pool at 600. Hah. It's Xavier's first time playing it. lols! After playing we went back to my house and after they left, i slept till like 430pm. :D And i still could message her and sleep at the same time. hah. Anyway, i rushed to Marina Bay to meet...
Today i finally got my jacket. :D But it isn't Flesh Imp cause the designs and variety sucked. heh. After school i went to PS with Glen and went to Flesh Imp. The choices were like only 5 designs, and the materials felt funny. Then we went 77th Street. Well, it was better but i wasn't totally satisfied with it. heh. Then went IP Zone, the jackets were damn funny looking. So went Sam & Kev but it didn't have any. So in the end i was only left with one choice: TopMan. So we took train to Orchard to go Wisma. Found one that i liked, and i got it. :D After that we took train back to Tpy to eat at LJS and after that we went home. (: Crap, tomorrow is the stupid combine national day celebration. So stupid. Need to reach Queenstown stadium by 7am. -.-
I did a new blogskin again today. (: I guess it's nicer now? :D Anyway, i was bored so i read through my past posts this year. Well, i guess there's always a time to forget about some things even though it is stuck in our minds and even though it seem important to us. Sigh. Memories will never die, and blog posts can help picture those memories more vividly, like as if it just happened today... Yes, i can confidently say that there's no more feelings, but the heavenly memories will always be there, stuck in the mind.Sometimes it's really hard to forget about some memories even though we don't think of them right? Well, Somehow i feel more relaxed now. Perhaps thanks to FOP. I'm addicted to Don Moen's song " Hiding Place " & " He Never Sleeps "... This is how " He Never Sleeps " goes: He Never Sleeps, He Never Slumbers. He Never Tires Of Hearing Our Prayer. When We Are Weak, He Becomes Stronger. So Rest In His Love, And Cast ...
Today is FOP Night 3!! heh. And i went for it! :D The only person in my cg to go today besides Rita. hah. I left my house at 5pm today to meet Bell & Tricia at Dhoby. When we went to the bus stop above and 16 came, a big crowd gathered to board the bus. -,- so in the end we decided to take cab. Right behind the bus was a passenger alighting from a cab so we took it. (: Thank God for everything that happened in our way. (: We reached Indoor at 540pm and we went to queue at the North entrance. I really have to say, things happening were interesting. We merely queued for 5 minutes, and we were already let in. Wow eh? haha. Anyway, service today was the best! But sadly, the south section wasn't filled. ): But i really felt him today. It was just so good. After service, i bought the book "But God" by Pst. Phil Pringle and got it autographed by him. :D Nice eh? Now it really seem like i'm buying something new every night of FOP. haha. And my daddy blessed me with it! ...
Today is FOP Night 2! (: Left my house at about 4pm, and went to PS to meet the cg and then we took 16 down to Indoor Stadium from Dhoby Ghaut. Reached Indoor, queued up, and after going in and settling down, i went to get Don Moen's CD. :D i seem to be buying a CD every FOP. heh. FOP today was super nice. (: Well, after FOP our cg walked to the same bus stop as yesterday at Mountbatten to take 31 and some walked to Kallang. When i reached Tpy i went home and i'm super tired now. But it's a Saturday! ): Can't bear to sleep early. hah. Anyway, this post will be considered posted at 11.59pm cause its for Aug 4 and not 5. (: But for the benefit of everyone: Posted at 12.18am On August 5, 2007.
Friday August 3 2007 Today after school i went to J8 with Glen to eat at Mos, then we walked around a bit before taking a train down to City Hall at 410pm. At City Hall we just waited for the others then we took 16 down to Indoor Stadium for FOP. When we reached indoor we just queued up and this aunty was like bugging us. -.- Anyway, after we got in, i went to buy Breakaway CD and the service started at 730pm. Service ended at about 1035pm and a few of us walked to Kallang. At Mountbatten Road, we took 31 back to Tpy and Jaan, Glen and her went to my house first. We slack at my house and then Nahum came. When he came, we went to "play" soccer at the street soccer court at Blk53. After playing we went to eat Ban Mian at the Lor5 hawker center and after that cycle back to my house. On the way back my gear loosened so i had to tow it back.. -.- After fixing it at my house, we cycled to 600 cause we wanted to play pool but was closed so we went back to the void deck of my house a...