Sleep. Well, i have realised that the more i sleep, the more sleepy i become. But the lesser i sleep, the more prone i am to dozing off. So what should i do? I'm clueless.
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Tired. Exhausted from school everyday. Spending more than i should after school. Anyway Friday i over-napped. Woke up quite late at night, and Hameed came over at 10pm asking me for a cycle. zomg. So cycled to Sembawang beach, then Changi village, then East Coast before going home. Total of 82KM. Had another puncture again, but luckily it happened when i reached tpy. Sat woke up at 740am, went to kwong wai shui hospital at Boon Keng to collect flag day tin. Went town, was crowded with ppl collecting donations. So went bishan. Same thing. Then tpy, also same thing. But managed to find a place. After finishing went back to return the tin, then lunch before going down to church. After that, went home. Was quite late actually. And today i woke up at 6pm. Rawrs. Wasted another day.
Phone? Well, shall update a lil. Tues night got woken up by Hameed. Trained together at Pierce. Slopes are never ending. Yesterday was English Prelim oral. Did reasonably well. Except for convo. Ohwells. Later on i'll collect back my phone. Nokia repair-status says i can collect it alr. :/ stupid phone. So big but useless. ): So, size doesn't matter .
Argh. My beautiful phone failed on me again . Sent it back to nokia again today... The phone is able to start up, but the screen is just blank. ): Once again, the phone has given me trouble. But well, by December, i'm going to change it to E71. It's a successor of my E61i. And of course, my E61i is a modification of E61. E71 is super chio. Saw the dummy at Nokia today, but it ain't out for sale yet. It's an exact replica of my E61i, but it's smaller. And from what i read in the specifications from nokia, it ain't gonna be a cheap phone cause the fuctions are so much better than my E61i. :/ Well, shall pester mom for it as an x'mas pressie in december. (: Look at the difference.
(: Firstly, an update for Sat. Woke up at 245pm, rushed preparations and scrambled out of the house for church. After service was the same. Fellowship, then home. At 230am went out with Angeline to watch You Don't Mess With The Zohan at 4am. It's funny tonnes. ;D Hmm after that took first bus back home. Sunday i woke up like around 4 plus, went to cut my hair, then dinner at aunt's house. Nothing much. Just couldn't sleep till like 3am. And school today was boring. School is a drag. Lousy periods with lousy teachers all over. :/ And i got new converse today. I realised how much the Great Singapore Sale (GSS) means to girls now. Because it can really save you a pretty amount. Shall continue NETS-ing my card this season, with just a few more days before GSS ends at malls.
Durian! ;D Today managed to wake up at 5 plus in the morning to get ready for morning prayer meeting at Jurong West. ;D Finally going back to church building again. (: Prayer meeting is an hour long. Though we reached late, the 45minutes or so really passed real fast. After that had breakfast at the coffeeshop opp church, then went back church, and then went home after that. Slept from 11 plus till 530pm, got ready, and left for cgm. It was great. And after cgm, went home. But before that i walked over to central to try my luck in getting some durian. Bought one durian with only 3 pathetic pieces, but it is really nice. Finally getting my durian. ;D Not just that, but i realise i have been NETS-ing my money away since i got my bank card 2 years ago. :O I should seriously cut down. Ohwells.
New Card = New Wallet. Well, today i blessed myself with a new wallet as a late b'day pressie. ;D And at night had dinner with Angeline. Simple day. But also a day which i slacked my bum away. ): Another day wasted doing nothing productive. If only i could wake up early for prayer meeting... Hope i'll be able to tomorrow. :/
My First Mastercard. Yesterday was just staying at home cause i woke up real late for d&t. So just slacked at home. And today morning, i woke up early at 8am to go to POSB and apply for my debit. It isn't beautiful, but it's beautiful. ;D Contradicting. hah. I'm officially 17 and eligible for the lowest standard of debit, which i now have already. ;D Things feel different now already.. (: But, i'm still insecure especially at nights.
It's Over. It's an hour and 55 minutes into a brand new day, someone elses' birthday. Another birthday has passed with a zap of a lightning and here i am again, hoping for next year's b'day to be better. This b'day bbq wasn't as successful as last year. And my actual b'day wasn't as good as well. I just needed people around me constantly. Doesn't matter who, but just a group of people. This year i got a total of about 41 B'day wishes, compared to the previous year of 24. You see, what's the point in getting so many wishes when they're not there with you? I'm not blaming anyone or saying this in an angry tone but well, i'd just prefer it if there are people who accompany me on my actual b'day day. That way, maybe i would have saved my 3 - 4 rounds of crying. Especially the first one when it was in public. Sigh. Anyway, here is the group picture of the full 19 ppl. Ask me/matthew for it if you want it! (:
Birthday Boy. I woke up today at 1030am. A friend came over and slacked with me. 350pm we went to watch The Incredible Hulk at GV Bishan. Ended at about 630pm and we walked to tpy for dinner. Then sent her home in a cab. I cried while walking to tpy. I was feeling very lousy. In fact, i have felt lousy since the first second when i was awake today. While typing this post, i'm crying again. I'm crying more than i should. And i'm not crying tears of joy, but tears of sorrow that just slammed into my heart without a reason that i know of... It's just an hour more to go before this special day ends. At least last year i felt like it was a real birthday. But this year it feels like a normal day. Nothing special could be felt about it... Sigh. Honestly, No one can ever make me happy. My life is just this. I seriously do not know what am i doing on earth now. And No, i did not go through any heartbreak at all. Truth to be told, i experienced zero heartbreaks-that-can-affect-m...
Birthday Moodswings. I got tonnes of B'day wishes this year. More than last year in fact. But, i still have the same feeling as last year just a few minutes before my b'day, when i actually cried. This year i was very close to crying. Like i said, its either a dead heart, or im just getting more matured in matters of the heart. But whether i cry or not, the same sour-ish and emotional feeling still remains in my soul. And not being able to cry it out just makes me linger on to this feeling longer. Maybe it's because i can never bear to leave somewhere nice(like East Coast) and end something nice. Sigh. I seriously have some personal emotional problems, i tell you. You see, the best part of this entertainment for you to see is that i do not know the reason for being emotional. Nothing saddening or bad has happened to me, but i'm like this. Serious. Maybe i don't have enough happy-hormones in me or whatsoever. But the thing is i can be really super happy now, but yet ...
BBQ. Today's (15june) BBQ was great, even though it ended early at 1215am instead of 6am. Well, met Matt at 415pm below my block and we took a cab down to East Coast. A family there was at a pit and they insisted that they booked the pit that i had booked. :/ Both the woman and her husband were just plain rude. Guess they have a company bbq. In the end, they gave way and let me use it. 20minutes later, another colleague of them came over and informed us that they had booked pit 41 & 42 instead. (mine was 40) And asked for a swap with 42 and 40 because 41 & 42 are far apart. Without hesitating, i rejected straight away. There was no apology on behalf of his colleague and there was no reason for me to exchange my pit since i have the responsibility over it. Some adults just think i'm a pushover. Even the husband of the male said "just give it them. Forget it" thinking i'm some small kid and they have to give way to us because we are PITIFUL and not because w...
Friday/Saturday. Shall start with Friday. Well, i woke up at 1130am, prepared myself, and left at 12 for zone outreach at pasir ris park. Was 45minutes late. :/ Reached at 145pm. Was good. And fun. (: Anyway after that washed up, and dinner at downtown mac. Then bus to pasir ris, and then 88 to home. I slept for only 2+ hours, but was still totally afresh throughout the day. (: The power of prayer. ;D Next is Today, saturday. Woke up at 215pm, and train-ed down to Expo. Coincidentally met Ruiliang and peixuan at City Hall. Anyway service was great. Was about fathers. And true worshippers band came down today. (: After that was dinner at Raffles City foodcourt, then to Esplanade where me and Desmond had our birthdays celebrated. Was great. Thank you guys. (: Then took 56 home. Reached home at 1210am. (: Now i'm going to burn all the songs for tomorrow's bbq. Gonna take quite awhile.... Ohwells. (: All these are great things for me to keep as memories. (:
110KM Accomplished, Again. Well, today glen called me at about 11pm plus to go cycling. I just agreed. :/ So he came, decided on doing 110KM, and we left my house at midnight. First cycled down to East Coast, then Changi Village. And we stopped there for lousy bak chor mee cause Glen was hungry. Finished eating, and Glen was unable to perservere for another 80KM. So we went Pasir Ris, Tampines Road, and detoured to Serangoon Rd to send Glen home at Potong Pasir. Sent him home, and i continued to cycle to Braddell, Then up amk, Yishun, Woodlands, and down Choa Chu Kang, West Coast, Harbour Front, Esplanade, and back up to Orchard, Whitley, Newton, & Tpy. (: At West Coast this female cyclist on a racer trained past me at about 35-40km/h constant. Super awesome. Within 30seconds, She was out of sight on the long and straight stretch of road. lols. And at Telok Blangah, this chinaman on a Martini Mountain raced past me, trying to initiate a race. All i thought of was that this chinaman...
East Coast. Well, shall blog about yesterday. Didn't go back for d&t. Went to Jaan's house, went to upper thomson with him and his wheels to change the tubing and replace a missing spoke. :/ Person wasnt able to, so went amk hub. His mom brought us to lunch before fetching us down to Treknology to fix his tyres. After that his mom fetched us to Whitley Road to take a bus to his house. I fixed his tyre back onto the bie, then he cycled to my house while i took the train. Went home, i fixed my own puncture, and test-ran it. Slacked for a few hours and then we cycled down to East Coast. At Tg Katong we stopped by for Punggol Nasi Lemak. Nice. (: Then went over to East Coast BBQ pit 40 - the pit where my B'day BBQ qould be held at - and slacked there for over an hour. Left at 315am, and cycled to our own homes. Reached at about 420am. (:
An Update. Well, yesterday i slacked the whole day at home and had dinner with aunt in the evening. Today is D&T day 6 and i did a massive modification. Now, the circuit and switches are installed on the product itself, and not on an external circuit box. This was the original idea, but the teacher said doing an external circuit box would show the examiners the connections and stuff to let them understand better. -.- So not needed please. And then today he say i should just install everything on the product, instead of having a dangling circuit box. RAWRs. That was the ORIGINAL idea please. Ohwells. After d&t, went out with Jun Hong & Shawn. I tell you, they are just sweet. And that is one kind of a relationship that i'll never get. Someone who understands me, and will be there when i need her to be. And look, all i could do was admire in awe as a lightbulb. So irritating please. I hate my life.
我的生日 Well, today is my chinese Birthday. It's Ba-Zhang day! ;D Amazingly, On 16 June 1991, it was Ba-Zhang day and i was born. ;D And i was born on Father's Day as well. I'm such a blessed kid, seriously. So every year, father's day is less than 7 days away from my b'day. It is either plus or minus a week. hah. ;D Say that you're blessed to know me. (:
Say All I Need. Well, addicted to the song Say (All I Need) by OneRepublic. I have decided. This will be the theme song for my b'day BBQ next Sunday. Every bbq that i organise has a theme song to it. September was "Do you know (The Ping Pong Song)" and november's was "All the same" by sick puppies. (: People, go listen to it if you need a fresh new song in your playlist. (: It's addictive for me. ;D 7 More Days To My BBQ. 8 More Days To My B'day.
Another Saturday. Well, met Elaine at J8 at 12 plus. Watch her eat lunch, walk around, then to Jurong point. Then she watched me eat, then we both went off for service. Service by Rev Dr. Robb Thompson was great. Okay. The Law Of The First . Really had a great impact. It really applies to everything. The given example was "We love Jesus because he first loved us". From there you should understand what this law is about. It's like if you don't ever make the first move, it will never happen back to you. So yeahh. Anyway, after dinner at expo waited for Jaan to come in 24 and went to his house. Slept at 2am plus, woke up at 1pm. Left his house at about 4pm, went home, then went turf city and IMM to find something. Reached home at about 8pm. (:
Busy Week. Shall make a quick post before i sleep. Well, this week was fairly busy. Mon-Wed was d&t, Thursday was out, and today was men's & women's meeting plus zone prayer meet at riverwalk. Ended at 1030pm, reached home at about 1120pm. Tomorrow i'll have to be awake by 9am. :/ Anyway, i can't wait for my b'day BBQ! Whoooo! (:
The Past. I know i should not mention anything of this sort now that i have her and also because mommy's girl would spam my blog. She can deny it and call her mom to manipulate me or whatsoever, or maybe defend to say shes not the spammer. But please, i know who you are already, since a long time ago. No wonder you had spammers in your blog. But anyway, go ahead and spam over this post. But i will still take your insults, ignore it, and then delete your tag . Now back to the topic... Raked up old movies to find 2 different movies to watch. So i watched "I Not Stupid" and after that i watched "13 Going On 30". The latter was really different when i watched it. And again, my tears don't flow out. Either i'm getting more matured and tough in the heart, or i'm just carrying a dead heart. And i believe it's the latter. Let's see now. I had a gf. I've admitted it to many that she's the best gf i've ever had. Now she's with another...
Stupid Day. Woke up at 12 plus, slacked, and left house at 150pm to go to Clementi Police HQ. Went there, waited for an IO, signed a document for verification, and thats it. Travel so far just for some stupid thing. And don't bother asking me what is it for, i won't tell you . XP anyway after that met a friend at clementi, went Esplanade library and rooftop to slack for damn long, then to Marina Square foodcourt for dinner. After that walked around a bit more, then sent her home in 502. Then i took 157 home. (: Reached home quite late though, at about 945pm. :/
D&T Day 5. Well, shall blog about today (4 june). Woke up late, and reached school at 1050am. Did some work, then went for lunch. Took away from Adam Road and ate in school cause the E1 people never come todayy. Finished eating, played baseball by my own with tennis balls and the scout's un-manned poles. Mr Goh came at 2 to open the workshop for me and i continued my work. Assembled the circuits and test ran it. Everything worked. But had some gripping problems after awhile between the motor and driver gear. So i guess i will be back in school next week on Tuesday for D&T day 6. Guess the minimum 5 days were not enough. Ohwells. Good luck for me then.. :/ For the past four days i have reported in at 930am. Today special. (: Next Tuesday i shall be back to my usual routine. ;D
D&T Day 4. Basic rule, complete at least 10sessions/30hrs/5days of D&T. So far, i have completed 4 days. So i'm left with 1 more d&t day and i've done my part. But that is only if i can finish my work by my 5th day. If not, say hello to school for the 6th day. ): Anyway, i managed to do everything today. ;D All i'm left with right now is the connection of wires. ;D So i presume that i can say hello to holidays after tomorrow, 5pm. (: I have made countless modifications and i have finally completed all that i need to. That is really a relief. Well, at least d&t has taken away the troubles of my life. Seriously, i don't mind working as a carpenter or someone that builds products everyday for a living. Its damn fun. ;D My life! (: Anyway i received an important phonecall today. It is good news, but it's scary. I will not have to give away my freedom, but the proccess to happen on thursday is frightening. :/
D&T Day 3. Well, today morning met Grace to pass her groundsheets, then went for D&T. Was boring. As usual, i did nothing but slack and watch the others do their work in envy. ): I had nothing to do. Until lunch time! I went to buy an acrylic tube that is 2 feet long and 50mm in diameter. Brought it back to school, and realised it couldn't really work well. And it costs 35bucks! It was all wasted. Anyway Mr Fong drove us and i bought a PVC tube that is wider in diameter of the same length. And its only 2 bucks! Zomg. i feel so screwed today. :/ Anyway i guess that tomorrow i would be doing some real workshop stuff so i hope that it would be interesting. (: I have done countless design modifications over the past 3 days and i think i'm finally starting to let my project take shape. (:
Routine Saturday. Well, woke up at 9am today. Too much sleep from previous nights in the day. So suddenly switching back to sleep just a few hours after waking up in the evening would cause me to wake up early next morning. Honestly i felt like i had insomnia. It's like so hard to get back to sleep way before the sun rises. Anyway slacked the whole morning and afternoon away stoning and watching " The Terminal " at home. Was kinda boring watching it for the uncountable time-th. Ohwells. Was boredd. Anyway went for service, fellowshipped, and met Jaan on bus 24 at Expo to stayover at his house. Now using his dad's lappy to blog and hes using his new mac. :/ ohwells. We're side by side. Kinda cool. ;D anyways i have 1177 views on my friendster. ;D Enlarge the image below to see. Kinda cool. (: Well, ily hun. ;D Random.