"In the beginning, i told you one thing. I said : "One day, you will just get bored of me and you wont talk to me anymore." Isn't it what's happening now? All of you insisted "No i wont. i promise" but look at things now. All of you NEVER believed me. Now, You will have other guys to talk to and you'll forget all about Kevin."

This is human nature isn't it? We often make empty promises just to make someone else happy. But think about it. Would saying the truth be better? Cause when the truth is said, at least he's prepared for it. But one day if you just disappear, who will he turn to? Cry on his pillow everyday? One day, the pillow will also get sick and tired of you and turn smelly... Just tell the truth. Its better. And don't make empty promises.

"You promised to stay by me. And you said you weren't drifting away from me when you didnt even reply my messages. You gave me a feeling that you'd rather message him instead of me. Who wouldn't feel sad when someone tells him that? And worse still, when he's already sad. And when he's already sad, you didnt reply him. And even when you did, it was just 3 dots with an attitude."

When i got pissed by you, or when you are angry with me, i still tried to stay calm and talk to you nicely. I never argued back. I stayed by you, and replied your messages the moment i see them. But you can ignore all my messages and not even reply a single mesage the next day. I have to message you first. You know what, we should just let it end here. Its so hard making you happy. You've got so many other guys whom you message "i'm sad" to. YES, i know you do. I just tried to be a friend to comfort you. You dont even need me. All you gave me was a false hope. And now, i understand. You only talk to me when you're sad. But i talk to you all the time. Is this fair?

I can't believe i was so stupid to even cry when you replied me 3 dots!

And i was more stupid to even post the song below for you!

i feel like such a fool. thanks.

inside i'm sceaming i hate you.