I haven't blogged.

Well, I'm returning to my blog to give a tiny update to my life. Anyway I'm going in to NS on 14th November and it's gonna be two years of my life given to the country. These few nights I've been pretty alright, I think. Sure, those emotional nights are coming back again. Sigh. I really wish that these thoughts wouldn't cloud my head anymore. Those are people who are not around or walked out of my life because they don't deserve to be in my life any longer. I need to remember that. Sigh. But it's just so difficult. I miss those days.

 As I always say, I don't wish to change my past. I just want to experience it again, the exact same way. Can I, please?

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